okay, so tomorrow is the wedding and I am soo not ready for this....i just got the invitation in mail some days ago and you should have senn their picture on the cover...she's like gorgeous... and that did not make me feel better..its like the world is just getting sicker everyday....how come everyone is getting married, having beautiful babies and cnt even handle a date! Just last week, i was at the mall with daisy. We were at Nordstrom and we were looking at boots and then I noticed this guy checking me out, my first reaction was to smile back at him seductively but then it occured to me what type of guy comes to the shoe section of Nordstrom and then lo and behold..he was shopping with his girlfriend........I felt so disgusted, you know its so depressing when you can't get a single decent guy, that dosent want you for your wallet....sigh...oh well, i did hear that people find love when they are not looking for it...then it just happens....yeah right!..okay don't let me bore with my outlook on love......my life is just sad...don't pay it any mind. But let me end with this with some advice, from my..is it 27 yrs already? well with my experience i've found out that its always the good guys that are either taken, gay or poor and still can't imagine living without their mom, at the age of 30...sick...so just be careful. and yes this is from experience.
Anyways, i got my sexy, little black number for tomorrow and i got Van to help me dress up and be my escort to the wedding, I mean just incase I get tempted to do anything terrible..like confess how much I love him or by trying to get him to kiss me....I know...but I have mentioned that I am a sad person...so I got back up.
hopefully it wouldn't go as bad as I think it would...wish n me luck and of course I'll tell what happened..
